Farking Nightmare

Free internet has not been free for 2 days, was idling around pretty much these 2 days, hanging out with my brother with 2 days left of his holidays...

Had an ass farking nightmare a couple days ago. not a big deal tho. just want to embed the memories here. well nightmares happen for reasons most of the times.

well, roughly as clearly as i could recall the nightmare was something rather similar to my experience in the past which was mind farking.

.....damn, suddenly dont feel like writting much bout this. erm, to cut it short, lets just said it feel shit being trashed (literally speaking), and it doesnt feel any less shit when your dream feels as real as it could be.

that was a couple days ago. currently feeling fine.

Rock & Roll Star

" what you want to do when you grow up?"..."i want to ROCK!"...this is quoted from a video clip by the Scissor Sister, a glam rock band that was prosecuted by the angry moms in the State, to have been influencing the 90's youths and kids with bad incluences tru their songs and lyrics. WTF.

yeah, i do want to rock ever since i was a child. it all started when i was about 10 years old, back in the primary school. back then kids were listening to faggoty stuff from Back Street Boys and their faggot artist friends. i enjoy the music that they sing as much as any gigling, screaming girl fan would like. but i think it is just so wrong for any straight guy to put a poster of some 5 not even half good looking guys up on the wall of your room, or to sing to their songs in the shower.

im not looking down on them, the boy bands. they make millions of dollar every year from the album selling and others. this proves that people do like them. lets just say they arent exactly my bottle of soda.

Oasis

my first ever band that i listened to was Oasis, the biggest band from Britain after The Beatles. led by the Gallagher brothers; Liam and Noel, Oasis has written many hit songs since the early 90's. Songs like Dont Look Back In Anger, Stand By Me, Champange Supernova, and Rock & Roll Star make them a band of their own class and quality. Bringing those tunes to life is the attitude that Oasis has itself. Super-Cool yet super-rock. their stunning live performances never failed to attract thousands of their die-hard-fans especially from Manchester.

Influencing many newer bands all over the world such as The Jet, Coldplay, The Times, OAG, and many more, Oasis is certainly one of the 90's wonders. The details of the bands can be easily Googled on the net.

Personally for me, Oasis means attitude and rebel with a cause as a way of life

"tonight, im a Rock and Roll Star"

South Park is genius

Genius!! there's just no other words to describe this poorly animated series. this is a series that makes Homer Simpson says "i need doop!" and Bart Simpson says "cow-bang-Ah Kua". nothing can compare to 30 minutes of extreme cursing, violations of logical mind, and simply just pure jokes.

The backbone of south park from the left: Kenny McCormick ,Stan Marsh, Eric Cartman , Kyle BroflovskiGay south park

South park is basically a show that revolves around the four characters in a small town called South Park. Till present the series has entered season 12 and still going on strong. Different from other series in the same genre such as Simpson and Family Guy that apparently is written by a bunch of Dugong, South Park actually has a proper story line for each episode..well most of them.

Dugong a.k.a the writter of family guy

Each episode promises a different league of humor, provided that the viewer is open towards sensitive issues;might it be about religion, sex, politic and politcian, more sex, south park has never failed to make me laugh that i got cramp in my balls. For me, south park is the best representation of freedom of speech and thought.

my favourite character is none other than Eric Cartman, the fat spoiled S.O.B (literally), that think Hitler is a messiah, that murdered at least 2 adults and cooked them into chilly paste before feeding it to their son, that curses all he wants etc. he is a freaking genius in world domination and was abducted twice by aliens. well, what can i say..we all hate him but we just cant get enuff of Cartman. This kid is simply untouchable, making Bart Simpson look like Kenny Sia.

So, long live South Park, long live Eric Cartman. May the series and eric keep going on Forever which is 20 seasons in human time.well, this post is making me tired " screw you, i'm going home...".

Pimp My Ride

in my uni, sometimes your car can turn into a speeding microwave. the hot perak weather is not a pleasant experience for students with cars in my uni. yeah, during hot days, my car would be burning hot. i was worried one day ill got out from my car with 2 hard boiled eggs and a hot hot dog.

so today, me and my bro went out to get the glass tinted. if you wanna get your car tinted, theres nothing much to be shared. just get your car to the workshop, choose the type of the tinting film that you like or recommended by the worker there, leave the car for a couple of hours, get yourself occupied with some other stuff and then come back later...oh yeah dont forget to bring some cash..uhm lets say some freaking RM400. pay the tauke and get your butt off. like normal the spending today is sponsored by MBB.Sdn.Bhd or My Big Bro.Sdn.Bhd. well, lets just say that he got some cash in his pockets most of the time.

so, hopefully driving in the midst of the day in my uni wont be bearable. going to get my dim bulb replaced this week too. Pimping my ride to the max..i wish..haha

Life - Time = Endless Regret

i believe everyone will come to the point in his or her life that we all will start to wonder all sort of craps. well this is one of the points where i begin to wonder too. i have been wondering lately, if i were missing so much out there why am i still here? funny question huh..

have you ever had this kind of thought as well?? that you are missing tonnes of funs, adventures, etc out there. stuff like backpacking all around the world, meeting up new people with different cultures, partying all nite long at the top clubs, performing live with my band if front of supportive crowds, getting involved in volunteery works, spending leisure time by the most beautiful beach with a cold drink in your hand, stalking wildlife in the wildest part of Africa savana, etc. with those long list of the things that you wont ever have the chance to do, you are certainly trapped in the bubble of your life, your routine, and so called responsibilites. i read a post before by one of my friends, saying that he doesnt want his life to be a cycle that has been carbon coppied for times before. being born, growing up, getting laid, got married, have some beautiful kids, and what? just to see your kids carbon copy your life-cycle again?

the reality that i believe in is that, this the bubble or cycle is very much real. most of us are living in their bubbles with pretty slim chance of popping it up. there is nothing much one can do to escape from the route of their lives. for us the students, being tied up to studies, families and small circle of friends...how far can we escape?

well, i do want to escape. but again, easier said then done. i have never been so adventurous. but maybe slowly, ill manage to find the weak point of the bubble and burst out from it and escape to find some fun.

Routine

my house front view
my boss in front of the house

yeah, i woke up early today, 10 am to be exact. not so looking foward for the routine tho. cos everyday is pretty much the same lately. would be waking up around this time, missing out breakfast and sunrise. around 11 or 12 pm, me and my brother will head out to meet up with my dad at the office. would hang out at the comfy couch there for an hour or two, go out for lunch around 1 or 2pm. then me and my bro will go back home, spend the rest of the day watching tv, sleeping excessively, getting online, chatting, talking to my mum, etc. so it has been pretty dull since i got back home. dont get me wrong, i love my home, its just that things were more happening back in uni. yeah..

now is almost 11 am, expecting to go out in an hour or something. im dying to go to meet up with my friends to make some noise in the studio. have been planning to pick up several things during this holiday, blogging wasnt actually one of them..haha. but anyway, with free internet how can i say no politely right?. was thinking to learn more drumming, cooking, and maybe do some research on my internship opportunities. havent done any of those. =.="

but in the other hand, im glad that im back at home. glad that im spending more time with my family. glad that im back to break the silence in this house when both of us were away. glad to be home.

C.L.U.B.B.I.N.G

"oly siao lang go clubbing maa"



okok, that is quoted from my brain not so long ago..haha..not to say now that i am addicted to clubbing or anything. its just that it is so suitable as an irony to this post which is all about the short history of clubbing in my life diary.

The First Time.

it was a during my first sem foundation. it was an ah beng night club in ipoh called Y2K. well, if the name is 2000 its pretty well outdated i tell ya.. cos we are in the freaking 2008 dude..haha. the club is closed down now. i went there with a buch of frens after our first Chinese Prom Night. About 15 people went there, (me, sheateng, ah beng ah kua, gabriel, ai ting, jia min, kian chiew, keng huai, saw, james, dody, and some other seniors) some were virgin and some were suspected not. well, i was a virgin back then. haha.. and first time as they said would always be awkward. hell yeah that's right. at least for for the first 15 minutes.hahaha. my first impression was that, clubbing was not such a good idea. i was worried that things would be awkward, that most of us would be trying to hard to CLUB, and getting drunk and doing stupid things. but we went in anyway, get ourself comfortable upstairs, trying to avoid the heavy crowd downstairs at the dancing floor.they called some drink, but i decided not to drink maybe due to my virgin anxiety. so i invited her to the dance floor instead. being a virgin in a club dance floor feels like you forgot to zip your pants during a Academy Award of somthing. yeah, it felt like everyone was watching you to do your monkey dance. but hell with that. we ended up having the time of our life. me and her was dancing our butt off like noone business. we had so much fun that it was almost unhealthy.haha... and the rest they said is history. ill try to get the pic posted if i manage to find the way how.haha.freaking noob.

okay found the way to post the photos..haha. this isnt exactly the photo of the first time we went to the club. infact this is taken quite recently during Sheateng's Birthday Bash at Rum Jungle back on the 25th April. so from the top left: Kee Hui (noiseemunkee), Sheateng birthday gal, Ah Beng (Aqua), Jeffrey Pankor, from bottom left: Alcoholism induced drinking Victim 1, Alcoholism induced drinking Victim 2 ( suffered from severe dehydration after the clubbing session)