Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Life - Time = Endless Regret

i believe everyone will come to the point in his or her life that we all will start to wonder all sort of craps. well this is one of the points where i begin to wonder too. i have been wondering lately, if i were missing so much out there why am i still here? funny question huh..

have you ever had this kind of thought as well?? that you are missing tonnes of funs, adventures, etc out there. stuff like backpacking all around the world, meeting up new people with different cultures, partying all nite long at the top clubs, performing live with my band if front of supportive crowds, getting involved in volunteery works, spending leisure time by the most beautiful beach with a cold drink in your hand, stalking wildlife in the wildest part of Africa savana, etc. with those long list of the things that you wont ever have the chance to do, you are certainly trapped in the bubble of your life, your routine, and so called responsibilites. i read a post before by one of my friends, saying that he doesnt want his life to be a cycle that has been carbon coppied for times before. being born, growing up, getting laid, got married, have some beautiful kids, and what? just to see your kids carbon copy your life-cycle again?

the reality that i believe in is that, this the bubble or cycle is very much real. most of us are living in their bubbles with pretty slim chance of popping it up. there is nothing much one can do to escape from the route of their lives. for us the students, being tied up to studies, families and small circle of friends...how far can we escape?

well, i do want to escape. but again, easier said then done. i have never been so adventurous. but maybe slowly, ill manage to find the weak point of the bubble and burst out from it and escape to find some fun.

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